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moonlight-hwa Ā· 5 months ago
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A little bit of a San hard thoughtā€¦maybe, sort of, kind of (MDNI)
Okay so for some reason Coachella San still has me in a chokehold, almost two months later and I just had to get this off my chest, because this has been on my mind for a while and itā€™s driving me crazy. Also this will probably be the only time I post something like this, unless I feel very strongly about it.
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Looking at these photos that he posted on Instagram, just fills my mind up with thoughts of littering his chest and abs with hickeys.
Like just imagine, you on top of San, straddling him as you sucked at the skin of his chest, all the while San below you -Iā€™d like to imagine that heā€™s very vocal with this type of intimacy, because we love men who are vocal- is letting out low groans and maybe along with the occasional whine of your name. Maybe he would even buck his hips, especially as you traveled down his toned stomach and got closer to the band of his underwear, because the smallest things you do can get him so worked up.
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carissime Ā· 1 year ago
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Literally no thoughts just Gojo after your wedding carrying you over the threshold of your hotel room. Youā€™re not leaving for your honeymoon until the morning but he nearly trips on the doorframe in his haste.
ā€œYou really donā€™t need to carry meā€”ā€
ā€œBut itā€™s tradition, we need to consummate the marriage!ā€ he insists. Within seconds his lips are against yours and heā€™s fumbling with the light switch, and you finally swat his hand away and just beg him to take you to the bed.
He works the zipper of your dress down, part of him sad that heā€™s not going to see you in this gorgeous gown again, but then it reveals your white lace lingerie and the groan he lets out is broken and guttural and desperate.
This is far from the first time heā€™s seen you like this, but thereā€™s something about this moment here and now that makes it so much more intense, so much more intimate and he just never wants to let you go.
ā€œSatoru,ā€ you whisper, and his breath hitches.
He leans down to capture your lips in a kiss. ā€œShh, I know. Just lemme take care of you, like I promised.ā€
And when he sees the gold band on his fourth finger pressing into the skin of your hips as he sheaths himself inside of you, he nearly loses himself, sending up a prayer to whatever gods are listening that he can keep his promise to keep you safe and happy forever.
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idyllcy Ā· 1 month ago
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secret of us (deluxe) event
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HAPPY SECRET OF US DELUXE DROP :333333333 to celebrate (bc that's so true ruined my life) we're doing a mini event!! Drop a character + song/number in the inbox and I'll write a little short smth based on the character n song!! Happy requesting <3
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Track List
Felt Good About You - Tim Drake
Risk - Cass Cain
Blowing Smoke - Simon Riley
I Love You, Iā€™m Sorry - Damian Wayne
us. - Carlos Oliveria
Let It Happen - Jason Todd
Tough Love - Ada Wong
I Knew It, I Know You - Tim Drake
Gave You I Gave You I - Hajime Hinata
Normal Thing - Konig
Good Luck Charlie - Dick Grayson
Free Now - Jason Todd
Close to You - Bruce Wayne
Cool - Dick Grayson
Thatā€™s So True - Jason Todd
I Told You Things - Leon Kennedy
Packing It Up - Saiki Kusuo
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posting starts Oct 28th!! Ty for requesting <3
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starrypawu Ā· 4 months ago
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hollow heads style :D
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its kinda huanization but not really? fejkfhjeskes i just wanted an excuse to draw like. actual human shaped characters cus all this stickman fanart is making me rusty šŸ˜­
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celestialulu Ā· 1 year ago
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i was going to make this into a bigger cleaner piece but i really couldnt get natsu right so ignore the way he looks and look at lucy <33 (drawing kisses is my worst nightmare)
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givemebackmypills Ā· 1 year ago
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bloodbrothers
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strawberryspence Ā· 2 years ago
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Eddie,
Dear Eddie,
Eddie fucking Munson,
Yeah. Hello. It's me. Steve Harrington.
Jesus. This is so weird.
Max just got out of the hospital today. It's surreal to think that it's been six months since Spring Break and she's only getting out today. The doctors said there's gonna be a long road ahead of her but that's okay, right? What's important is that there's a road ahead of her.
Anyway, the day Max got Vekna-ed Vecna-ed (Dustin just corrected my spelling. I think Vekna sounds better.), she wrote us letters. Just in case sheā€¦ bites the dust. When she woke up, she told us we could read it if we wanted. I didnā€™t have the heart to tell her that I burned it the moment she woke up. She told me (Just me specifically) that I should try it. When I asked who I should write to, she smiled and started humming a Metallica song. Which is fucking wild that I even knew that she was humming Disposable Heroes.
Robin told me I wasnā€™t good at dealing with my grief. That instead of letting the wound heal, I just let it scab and hurt. Whichā€” I hate the word grief. Because I hate grief, you know?
You donā€™t know this, but Barbara Holland died in my backyard and Nancyā€¦ Nancy still mourns her to this day. I donā€™t think sheā€™ll ever stop mourning her. A few months back, we talked. Dude, I know what youā€™re going to say and No, we are not getting back together. I let her smash bottles of beer in my empty pool. We cried and screamed until we were both exhausted. I asked her this question thatā€™s been running through my mind for months now.
What the hell is grief?
Nancy smiled at me. She told me that she had a hard time trying to learn what grief is, that at first she thought it was anger and disappointment and hatred. But she told me (after a few minutes because Nancy also loves dramatic pauses. I think you guys have that in common), that itā€™s actually just love. Just love. With no place else to go.
And you know what? Fuck that. Sheā€™s the smartest person I know but she was wrong. Fuck that.
This grief I have for you, it canā€™t be love right? How could I love someone I barely even knew? Itā€™s nothing but disappointment that I couldnļæ½ļæ½ļæ½t have done more. Itā€™s nothing but pure fucking rage that you didnā€™t fucking listen to me when I told you to run. Itā€™s nothing but hatred from the fact that you did this when you couldā€™ve lived.
I donā€™t care if you felt like a coward. You shouldā€™ve been a coward because at least you would still be alive. I wouldnā€™t be writing this letter if you were alive.
I hate you. I goddamn fucking hate you for every decision youā€™ve made that night.
But Eddieā€¦
Eddie, I need you to get up and tell me what to do. I am begging you to get up and tell me what to do. I donā€™t care how you do it, just do it. I donā€™t know what to do. I donā€™t know what to do without you. Which is fucking ridiculous, because I didnā€™t know you. But I need you here. Right now.
Weā€™re done with the Upside Down forever. Weā€™re done with it. Everyoneā€™s moving on, moving forward. And Iā€¦ I still sleep with your vest. How could I be sad over something I never even had in the first place?
Robinā€™s giving me weird looks. Sheā€™s telling me that I could talk to her about anything. I know. I know I can. But I wanted you to be the first to know. Apparently, I am gay. Maybe half gay because I like both. Fucking Eddie Munson, youā€™re dead and youā€™re still giving me a sexuality crisis.
I thinkā€¦ I think I am mourning the fact that we couldā€™ve been friends, and if I am being delusional, maybe even more. Dustin wonā€™t stop talking about you these days. I think itā€™s his way of keeping you alive. If Iā€™m being honest, I hate it. Because I am falling in love with a memory.
Iā€¦ I miss you. I wish there was a way I could send this to wherever you are, so you could write back and tell me that itā€™s going to be okay. That someday I would forgive myself for everything I did and did not do, that someday it wouldnā€™t hurt this much anymore.
Max was right. Iā€™ll write more in the future.
I wish you were here.
Sincerely,
Yours,
Fuck you,
Steve Harrington.
06/13/86
ā€”
Steve laughs as he carefully closes the old letterā€” stained with tears and age, some crumpling and tearing on the edgesā€” and slips it back to the envelope. The envelope is yellow at the edges, showing its true age.
ā€œGod, I was so mad.ā€ Steve says, his hand finding the cold headstone. His fingers tracing the name inscribed on the marble. After a few years, after the town of Hawkins eventually forgot everything, the Party got Eddie a headstone in the cemetery. Itā€™s a funeral ten years too late, but it brought closure to everyone that needed it. Wayne, included.
ā€œYou want me to read my newest letter?ā€ Steve asks the empty space. Steve takes the newer envelope from the picnic basket he packed, opening it carefully and taking a deep breath.
ā€œDearest Eddie,ā€ Steve smiles at the stone. He thinks of Eddie, the only image he always conjures when he misses him. He thinks of Eddie, hair wet and face grimy from having fought bats for a person he barely knew. He thinks back to that Eddie, big brown eyes and teasing smile.
He looks down at the letter and continues reading, ā€œI am writing this letter before I go visit you. Spring has been good to us. Iā€™ve been trying to plant more and I think itā€™s going great. Dustinā€™s been bugging me to get some exercise. Can you believe that? He said itā€™ll be good for my old bones. Or some shit like that. Heā€™s still a disrespectful little shit. I do find joy over the fact that Edward is a jock. Dustin Henderson? Has a jock kid? Itā€™s the best thing in my life. El loves joking about it. Weā€™re just thankful the kid doesn't have powers.ā€
ā€œThe Byers-Wheelers are doing pretty good too. Will sent us this really funny picture of Mike in a tutu as the twins practice beside him. It feels like only yesterday Will came out to Robin and me. You remember that right? I think I wrote it in one of my letters. Will still tells me that you and him couldā€™ve been really good friends, and I believe him.ā€
ā€œThe Sinclairs are planning to travel across the country this Summer. We did have a few laughs when the ā€œWinnebagoā€ dream came up. Elenaā€™s going through a rebellious teenage phase, and I just think itā€™s funny that she stole their car to drive to me. She really is her motherā€™s daughter.ā€
ā€œAs for Argyle and Jon, last I heard they were in Montana. Theyā€™ll come back down for the holidays, but they live their lives on the down low. Aside from Jonā€™s very active instagram account, they do write through emails. Robin and Nance are in Europe right now. They wanted me to come, but you know I canā€™t leave Arwen. She could be forty and married, and Iā€™d still stay by her side. She has this concert coming up, and I want to stay and make sure it goes well.ā€
ā€œI still think itā€™s funny that I adopted her at a random adoption office, because it still feels like she chose me rather than I chose her. Sometimes, I still let myself be delusional. If I squint hard enough, I could see it. With the way she plays the guitar, or the way she talks nerdy with her uncles. Itā€™s like you were right there when she was growing up, right there beside me, helping raise her. Now that Arwenā€™s older, she understands it now. Why I never got married.ā€
ā€œItā€™s been 36 years since you left. It doesnā€™t feel that long ago. I know you know this already, but sometimes I still reach out for your vest at night. It doesnā€™t smell like you anymore, not at all. I still remember it though. Like cigarettes and weed and the damn forest. Sometimes Iā€™ll get a random whiff of something similar in public, something remotely close, and Iā€™ll smile. Because I just know thatā€™s you, being a creep and checking in on us.ā€
ā€œIn the hundreds of letters Iā€™ve written in the last few years, I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever said it.ā€
Steve chokes as he reads the next few lines, ā€œI think Iā€™ll be okay, Eddie. I am sorry it took me this long to say it, but I hope youā€™re resting well now. I think weā€™ll meet again in a few more years, maybe another 20? Whatā€™s another 20, right? I can wait. When we meet again, we can spend an eternity together if youā€™ll have me. Weā€™ll do everything we want to do. Justā€¦ wait for me, okay, Eds?ā€
ā€œIā€™ll be back soon. Love always, Steve.ā€ Steve slowly closes the letter, slipping it back to the envelope.
Steve sits in silence. Just listening to the birds chirp, just basking in the sunlight.
ā€œDad!ā€ Steve turns to see Arwen climbing the hills, waving her hands as she jogs over to him.
ā€œHi, peanut.ā€ He greets her when sheā€™s finally close enough.
ā€œHi. I am sorry to interrupt.ā€ She looks at the headstone with pain before turning to him, ā€œAre you almost done? We have to be back to Indianapolis by four.ā€
ā€œYeah, I think I am done. I can come back some other time.ā€
Arwen helps him up, his knees creaking with age, ā€œGive us a few more minutes, hm? Iā€™ll follow you.ā€
Arwen nods, smiling before turning to the grave, patting it gently like itā€™s an actual person, ā€œI promise to visit some other time, Eddie. Iā€™ll play you this new song Iā€™m writing.ā€ She kisses Steveā€™s cheeks before running back to the car.
ā€œI wish I could stay longer. But sheā€™s got that concert thing. There wonā€™t be an actual concert if sheā€™s not there.ā€ Steve chuckles.
ā€œSee you later, Eds.ā€ Steve lifts kisses his fingertips before pressing it on the headstone.
The trees shake with a gust of wind. He smiles, letting his eyes flutter shut as he feels the wind against his skin.
Steve opens his eyes, waving at the headstone one last time.
Edward Joseph Munson
1965 - 1986
All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.
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pup-pee Ā· 8 months ago
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slooper!!!!!
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small doodle i decided 2 digitalize
goodnightyy now :3 queueueing tjis weee
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misfithive Ā· 1 year ago
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Stop saying Isaac is ā€œsad and lonelyā€ based on the pictures
Iā€™m super excited about Isaacā€™s storyline in s2 but iā€™m already starting to get a little annoyed about people feeling sorry for him saying ā€œhe is all by himself ā˜¹ļø he is so aloneā€ just because he isnā€™t coupled up in the pictures. You have no idea what his storyline will be yet as it is not in the comics and it sucks that just because Alice has said he is aspec/arospec that you are already projecting that means he is going to be alone or lonely and that that is something to be pitied. Feeling lonely or confused may very well be part of his storyline but its not fair to assume that aspec/arospec=alone and lonely.There are many other character who are not in couples and no one is saying this about them. Only Isaac.
romantic relationships are not everything-some people are happily unpartnered, some aspecs/arospecs are in relationships or qpps or a variety of other situations, also maybe he is demi, you literally have no idea and yall making it seem like being ace or aroace or aro is a sad life SUCKS to see. Yes feeling isolated or like we are different can be PART of the experience but itā€™s not fair to assume that from just this picture. Or assume that because he is crying itā€™s he realized he is aroace (yes people are saying this on twitter) when he could be crying for any number of reasons because he is a whole person outside of his sexuality. The point of my rant is you donā€™t know anything from the pictures and the fact that thats your first assumption is hurtful. So from an ace heartstopper fan, please stop and just wait to see how is storyline is and be conscious of how you talk about him once it airs. Thanks
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ssasides205 Ā· 2 months ago
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had a realization that's making me insane but we as a fandom weren't angry enough abt sunshades
also, this is entirely related, so I'm dragging them here too, but the voltron fandom was not angry enough abt Shiro's sudden gayness
now, the similarities are these:
both were retconed gay during the second half of their series
both were given their "endgame" romantic interest at the very end of their series (yes I know TOA exists now, but it came out in 2016, 2 years after BOO)
both fandoms became really weird abt those who dared to have shipped the character with a girl (Nico was canonically gay for longer than Shiro was in their respective media, so it's very rare to see those old ships, but they exist all the same)
both fandoms were all too happy to start extreme shipping them with their last minute love interest (the voltron fandom latched to Adam so hard it makes the sunshades seem tame, Curtis way less so)
the differences:
the voltron fandom should've been angry bc Shiro hadn't had any buildup as a gay character (whatever shippers saw notwithstanding), the problem being that if the show had gone with it's original Shallura plans (I saw this in like a commentary on how the show got made), they would've had to make someone else queer (for bait reasons), and they couldn't make hunk queer cause they did the whole thign with Shay, and Pidge was the youngest so like,,, they couldn't make keith queer cause he's the only "white" character and therefore has to be the token straight protag, and if they made Lance queer without makign klance happen I think something would've exploded.
so last minute gay shiro, burry your gays trope included! but oh, don't worry, he gets married to this random two seconds background character in the end!!
the PJO fandom, on the other hand, went through more than half of HOO watching Nico and Jason be like thatTM and then just, acepted will? the same ppl who tell you valdangelo wouldn't happen cause they had only one interaction? those ppl??
what, they just took the 1.5 bit at the VERY END of BOO and ran with it? I know lack of representation was a lot worse back then, but if that thing came out now I don't trust y'all to call it out like you should
like, I remember spending that whole scene being like "who the fuck's this guy" cause I didn't register background characters unless they were plot relevant, and nothing about that scene was all that romantic either
it makes me so angry, and when they announced the show I hoped they'd make it as close to the books as possible bc then maybe more ppl would see it two, but apparently Riordan added to the first series post-fact? and the tv series is already making changes?? and they'll probably work sunshades into it earlier bc of TSATS but gods, even if they don't it might still not happen, bc y'all just settle for scraps.
anyway, sorry for the rant, I jsut wanted to get it off my chest, and sorry if I offended y'all, I just think you deserved better.
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randomapplekey Ā· 3 months ago
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I'm conflicted about if I should push through finishing art comm or sleep
Have 3hrs of sleep or none? šŸ¤” (I have class tomorrow)
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arttsuka Ā· 8 months ago
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Me today
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willthespy Ā· 1 year ago
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youā€™ll never guess who the blurred out blond guy is
Update: The finished artwork has been posted!
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yandere-romanticaa Ā· 2 months ago
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The world is such a mess right now... I keep hearing about that horrifying hurricane which is getting even more dangerous that'll hit Florida (the name escapes me, I'm sorry), there were some AWFUL floods here where I live and not to mention all the other stuff that's just been going on in the world...
I hope y'all are okay, wherever or whoever you may be.
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k1t-k4t5-l0b0t0my Ā· 2 months ago
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i find the way cannibalism and love, these two wildly different concepts, can be so intertwined with one another to be such a beautiful thing. the way that theres this need- this desire to be so incredibly close with another person. an intimacy that you cannot achieve simply by being near a person or even through sex. but yet still this carnal yearning to become indefinitely close with someone. it is acceptance that youll lose possession of your own body because youre freely giving it to this other person. its the sacrifice of your mortal form in exchange for eternal, impossible closeness.Ā 
theres just something so morbidly captivating about that.Ā 
it describes how all-consuming love can be- the craze and obsession that can come with it. when i say that, i dont mean in the stalker sense, i mean always having this person somewhereĀ  in your mind. thinking about them and how theyre doing, when youll next see them again, if theyre thinking about you and getting the same burning in their heart as you get when you think of them. the pain of needing to be with another soul in their entirety.
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velvetjune Ā· 9 months ago
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the need to talk about Alan Wake all the time has become a personal issue
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